mixed emotions.
May 5, 2007 | 8:50 AM
曲：FRIEND - 橘慶太
i only write in japanese when there are stuff i dont want to say out, when there are stuff i need to speak out just to make myself feel better. but with my friends' increasing skills in the language, haha, writing in japanese's not becoming any much private anymore. well.
この一周から気持ちは不安定なんでした。自分の気持ちは本当にどうなんだって知らないんだ。好きにいけない人が、好きになるって、相当ヤバイですよね。昔からもうこの男が気になって、あの時から好きになったかもしれないですかね。別の人が好きって聞いた後、諦めましたよ、私。でも、この一周また「カレが私の事も気になってかな」という考えが現れた。ダメと分かるけど、気持ちが止めないね。もう我慢できない。
誰か、助けて。
i wished for someone to help me before, too.
well, on to happier stuff.
things that happened within the week (random version)strudel craving has been satisfied, finally. shawn, mel, and edmond at ritz thomson eating strudel/crumble/whatever pastry = lame moments + racist jokes. -_-" supper with andy and darryn = more racist comments + gossip + egg cravings. =P group meetings at mama bakery with
qweek! = yummy bread +
girl-beohing with andre?! wahaha. i just did three equations!
air vocal performances to 98degrees, eltonjohn and michaeljackson crack us all up. especially when andre cnt catch louis in his arms.
people waiting with me for my friends to arrive. smiles. ^^
yoroshikuGOMANSUKA!anpan-chan! あんパンちゃん in the house!
failed attempts at mastering the skateboard in editing suite.
loukui as hell.
hiroshi has returned home. tmd. not that i know him that well huh. >_<
velda.
